This. Is where i am right now.
I haven’t cried in a week.
but it still feels ridiculously weird to think it’ll never be. i can’t even study right. and sunday morning’s going to be a massive shambles for me. PFFT. i’m weirdly un emo and i really do care but i don’t want to let myself.
the worst thing is forgetting. i’ve forgotten so much. i miss him. m. i keep doing this. losing people i care about.
i’ll be happy tonight. and i’ll be there tomorrow. i miss you.